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Yelloooo. Hi, my name is Mesara Gusdi. My friends call me Mesa, well most of them. Aku lahir di Jakarta, 6 Maret 1991. And yeaaaap I'm a Pisces ( masih penting ya telling astrology). Born as the the second (and last) daughter of two, I grew up normally in a simple 4 membered family. J'adore la musique, le film, la mode, et la cuisine.
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Saturday, October 24, 2009 @ 7:58 PM
belakangan ini aku mellow banget.days over days i think about what cause me this feeling,and now i know it.
i only had fell in love once.and now, i'm afraid to fell again.because of my first i think.i look at my friends, they have someone they admire, and think about.and i'm jealous with them.how they can open their heart like that,letting someone in.because everytime i have a crush at someone..i always think back at my tragical (agak lebay,tapi itu adanya..) story.
and i close my heart again.
but you know what?i think i need someone to take care of me too.but i'm just afraid,beside,i'm not that type of girl that every guys love.and the only one that can accept me is the last one.
i'm maybe that miss independent,i have a strong charracter,and not that type of sweet girl.
over 3 three days ago, i think about my decision to let the chance go,how i regret it,even until now.how can i being so intolerrant?i mean something have to be fight for, and i dont fight for it.
that's a big lesson.
i only had fell in love once.and now, i'm afraid to fell again.because of my first i think.i look at my friends, they have someone they admire, and think about.and i'm jealous with them.how they can open their heart like that,letting someone in.because everytime i have a crush at someone..i always think back at my tragical (agak lebay,tapi itu adanya..) story.
and i close my heart again.
but you know what?i think i need someone to take care of me too.but i'm just afraid,beside,i'm not that type of girl that every guys love.and the only one that can accept me is the last one.
i'm maybe that miss independent,i have a strong charracter,and not that type of sweet girl.
over 3 three days ago, i think about my decision to let the chance go,how i regret it,even until now.how can i being so intolerrant?i mean something have to be fight for, and i dont fight for it.
that's a big lesson.
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