lightning don't strike the same place twice, yeah? not really.
well not for me.
i've been falling at the same place over again. well, seems like lightning loves to struck me.
it hurts, it sucks (sorry), stupid.
ladadadaaaa..
tidak ada yang bisa merubah pribadi seseorang, and you can not hope that everyone will feel, do, or think things like you do, meskipun kamu sudah percaya apa yang kamu yang yakini itu benar dan baik.
badly for me, stressing again. i kept on hoping that doing good can lead you to something good. i'm not saying that i'm always good, but i tried to. orang bisa khilaf lah, i know, i can accept it. and when someone hurts me after all i've done, i kept on taking granted of what i've done inside of my head, keep it on silence. immature.
and then, i try to share the problem with someone, but the outcome is always on you, they might help, tapi tidak tahu kenapa dari kebanyakan orang yang aku ajak diskusi, mereka memilih untuk playing save, sedangkan hidup itu harus mengambil suatu tantangan, or they attack me to be patient (haaaalllloooooo?). it became a waste of time. you know what? at the end of the day the one you can lean on is you, you can trust is you (besides Allah Swt).
percaya deh, you are bigger than you are. you are much more.
and some problem, for me are better when i keep it for myself.
it's not that i don't want to share, but i think i'm better of that way.